Wednesday, April 9, 2014

What Might Have Been...

For Hope and Faith,

For about 16 hours, I knew true happiness.  It is amazing how in an instant, everything can change. I know that whatever happens, I am eternally blessed. God is good, all the time. Know that you have been wanted and waited for, cherished and loved. I found out this morning that because it took so long to complete our home study, another family has been chosen for you.  In my heart, you will always be mine. I will always wonder what might have been, and I want most of all for you to be happy, heathy, and loved.  Another adoptive mom told me that maybe this placement won't work out, but I don't want you to experience a disrupted placement.  Of course, since we are so close to final approval, it would be amazing if they would consider us, too.  If they had seen you with me last night, I'm certain there would be no doubt that you belong with me. I pray that God will bless you and that you will be in the best placement for you, whether or not that is with us.  "I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, As long as I'm living, my babies you'll be."

Love forever...
Mama

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